[It's... not what he was expecting, but he'll take it. There's a soft laugh in response, quiet as a breath, and at least Neku is close enough that his wince is hidden in plain sight.]
We needed to get out and test them. It was our first opportunity. It should have been fine.
['Should have been'. He lets out a soft breath, tipping his head up, careful not to get his horns accidentally locked with Neku's again.]
I'm sorry.
[For what? For a lot of things. For worrying him. For not telling him, though he would have been trapped in stone if he'd gone with them. ... for the things that he did, that Javert drew up from the bottom of the well and forced him to experience. That, he's only sorry for the pain. Everything else, he's glad for. He wouldn't change it.]
Yeah, I doubt the staff would appreciate it. Hold on-
[He walks over to the window, pondering it's size, before opening it. He hops up onto the ledge, hunching over with his tail and most of his back hanging outside, wings pinned back against his arms and said arms dangling down towards the floor. It SHOULD be hilariously uncomfortable, but he truly looks like a classical gargoyle in the pose, so it's probably fine]
[Joshua watches as Neku gets into position, and... well, it looks uncomfortable, but what does he know? Maybe it's comfortable for a gargoyle, similar to the way he feels comfortable as a naga when he's tucked in somewhere dark and warm.]
Well, my own personal guard and everything. Don't I feel special.
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Date: 2022-04-07 11:35 pm (UTC)[he stomps over, his talons clacking on the floor, looking about to let him have it.
... then lightly touches his head to Josh's, giving a shuddering breath]
Idiot.
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Date: 2022-04-07 11:41 pm (UTC)It's good to see you, too.
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Date: 2022-04-08 12:00 am (UTC)[that last part was clearly almost not said at all]
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Date: 2022-04-08 12:07 am (UTC)We needed to get out and test them. It was our first opportunity. It should have been fine.
['Should have been'. He lets out a soft breath, tipping his head up, careful not to get his horns accidentally locked with Neku's again.]
I'm sorry.
[For what? For a lot of things. For worrying him. For not telling him, though he would have been trapped in stone if he'd gone with them. ... for the things that he did, that Javert drew up from the bottom of the well and forced him to experience. That, he's only sorry for the pain. Everything else, he's glad for. He wouldn't change it.]
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Date: 2022-04-08 01:39 am (UTC)[He gives a soft laugh]
Hearing you say that... I thought it was all I wanted. Now I... I dunno.
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Date: 2022-04-08 01:46 am (UTC)[Can he turn his head enough to bump his nose against Neku's cheek without tangling their horns? He's about to find out.]
Not hitting the way you thought it might?
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Date: 2022-04-08 01:59 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-04-08 02:03 am (UTC)Just how much do I have to apologize for?
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Date: 2022-04-11 12:17 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-04-14 02:48 pm (UTC)[There's a thoughtful hum at that. Hopefully his eventual plan will go off without a hitch, but if he can't succeed in reaching Shibuya...
He doesn't want to think about that right now.]
I'd offer you room to lay down, but unfortunately I don't think Emily would think too kindly of it if she were to walk in.
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Date: 2022-04-21 11:43 pm (UTC)[He walks over to the window, pondering it's size, before opening it. He hops up onto the ledge, hunching over with his tail and most of his back hanging outside, wings pinned back against his arms and said arms dangling down towards the floor. It SHOULD be hilariously uncomfortable, but he truly looks like a classical gargoyle in the pose, so it's probably fine]
I can keep watch like this.
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Date: 2022-04-21 11:51 pm (UTC)Well, my own personal guard and everything. Don't I feel special.