So instead, you were content to let me believe I could have things that I can't--
[No. It's true, but he doesn't want to say that he can't have these things. He doesn't want to talk about not being able to have these things. He's the Composer, and he's already known for breaking rules, isn't he? Not being just an average Composer? But that doesn't change the fact that he's dead. He isn't alive. He can't marry, not legally. Neku and Beat can, but not him. Here, it's different, but at home? It can't happen.
He can have a relationship, he can stay with them from time to time, but he can't put his name on a marriage license. He can't put his name on a lease.
He closes his eyes, balling his hands into loose fists.]
I am happy. With you. In whatever capacity I can be. Is that not enough?
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[No. It's true, but he doesn't want to say that he can't have these things. He doesn't want to talk about not being able to have these things. He's the Composer, and he's already known for breaking rules, isn't he? Not being just an average Composer? But that doesn't change the fact that he's dead. He isn't alive. He can't marry, not legally. Neku and Beat can, but not him. Here, it's different, but at home? It can't happen.
He can have a relationship, he can stay with them from time to time, but he can't put his name on a marriage license. He can't put his name on a lease.
He closes his eyes, balling his hands into loose fists.]
I am happy. With you. In whatever capacity I can be. Is that not enough?