[And Neku doesn't hesitate to cling, pressing Joshua to his chest like an oversized stuffed animal]
I just... I keep thinking about all the shadows in Shinjuku. Hearing them. No way to get away from them. I keep thinking "Am I making more every time I feed?". I've killed people. Almost twenty. I enjoyed most of them! And I know, I know we don't have a choice but I can't stop thinking about them.
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Date: 2023-01-13 09:37 pm (UTC)I just... I keep thinking about all the shadows in Shinjuku. Hearing them. No way to get away from them. I keep thinking "Am I making more every time I feed?". I've killed people. Almost twenty. I enjoyed most of them! And I know, I know we don't have a choice but I can't stop thinking about them.
[He's wheezing by now, his throat closing up]
I'm sorry, I don't know why I'm crying...